Life is a constant wander, someone said
And she understands it now
She feels like she's walking in an endless desert
Lost and confused
Broken and hurt
Pained and tired

Why does she have to keep on walking?
She feels so tired
Like every bone in her body screams at her to stop
Yet her feet keep moving aimlessly

Just moving
Walking
And walking
Until her breath gets heavier
Her strength gets even weaker

Where does she go now?
Is there even any place for her wounded feet to rest?
Does she even deserve to rest?
Can she even stop walking?

She doesn't know
All she know is
She wants everything to stop
She wants the desert to disappear
She needs the ocean
No matter how far

But the ocean is just a mere illusion
An unreachable dream
A mirage
A utopia

And she knows it better than anyone

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The whole world is spinning, but I'm just stuck in my place.

I feel like I'm not touching the ground when I stand.
I feel like I can't reach anything when I stretch out my hand.
I feel like I'm crying but no tears come out.
I feel like I'm screaming but no sound escapes from my mouth.

I feel like I can't breathe.
I feel like I can't feel anything.
I feel like I can't even live.

I'm tired.
Tired of my own thoughts.
Tired of my own behaviors.
Tired of my own demons.

Tired of being me.

I just want me to stop.
Stop thinking.
Stop doing anything.
Stop feeding the demon's ego.

Stop being me.

Maybe also,
Stop breathing.
Stop living.
Stop existing.

I just want everything to stop.
I truly do.

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